Weighin Wednesday/ (its a good one)

Y'all don't know how excited I was to get to this dang keyboard today!!!!

Today isssssssss

 I am about to tell the whole world how much I weigh.. That's a little scary. Dayton doesn't even know how much I weigh. Of course he will now. I have decided to tell the "world" because, I will never be this number again. It's not just a promise I am making to you, but a promise I am making to myself. I don't want to look like a failure to any of you. But most importantly, I don't want to be a failure to myself. I have felt that before. I felt it for the months after my surgery from not losing the weight. It is the worst feeling. The disappointment you feel from within can drag you down, more than any other disappointment in the world. You can't walk away from yourself. It's like a 317 lb toddler trying to sit on your foot and make you drag them across the room. It's physically impossible.

Yesterday I posted on Facebook and Instagram about a girl at the gym. Let me tell y'all the story. I get to the gym, I'm feeling great. Looking cute (as if that's a surprise), go take a selfie in the lockeroom, get on the stairs( go big or go home). Then I decided to go into the "Ladies area" to do some Ab workouts. Now, if I'm thinking correctly, the "ladies area" was made for ladies to go and workout with out men so they can feel COMFORTABLE while working out. Well, as soon as I walk in, this #skinnybitch (that's her name btw) gives me the stink eye. Every time I glance out of the corner of my eye, she's looking at me, almost as if she's "disgusted". First of all, I am the one that's DISGUSTED by your behavior. I am here working on myself. Just like everyone else. I don't need YOUR cloudy judgement. Need to get your damn eyes checked. Secondly, I am the queen of bitch face. You want to bring it? I will bring it harder. Thirdly, YOU, twat, are the reason "bigger" people are ashamed to go to the gym. If anything, I should be giving you that look, because you're done. And hogging all the equipment. Never look down on someone for trying to improve themselves. I have half the mind of walking in there today in just my sports bra and following her every where she goes. Do some jumping jacks, really make that belly jiggle.

Maybe a little of this.

ANYWAYS, on to the important stuff :)

Yesterday was the end of my 10 day Advocare Cleanse. (LINK HERE)

With the help on the Cleanse, exercise, and a serious change in my eating habits, here are my results :)

On Sunday March 16,2014 I weigh 275, This morning I weighed 268. A 7 lb difference.

I am happy with everything that has come from those 10 days. I saw those pictures and was absolutely blown away. TEN DAYS. That's all it took for that. What can happen in the next 10 days?? I do know that I am beyond excited for it. And won't give up. Because I want to see this progress. And I will see this progress!!! YOU are the only person who can make this happen.

Look Ma, one chin!

I am doing some research on a few things right now. I won't tell what, I don't want to get ahead of myself. I'm still reading up on it!! You will know soon enough!!

And on that note, I must bid you adieu.