A Gain and a Loss

So, over the weekend, I indulged in whatever the hell I wanted. And it came at a price.

A Whopping 7 lb price.

S-E-V-E-N.

There are seven days in a week, there shouldn't be seven lbs to be gained in a weekends time.

#youfatbitch

I will say, I think most of that was salts and cokes. There isn't an excuse for it, except that it was freaking Delicious.  

My DietBet started Monday. I always made goals this week. And I have stuck by them. I have drank at least a gallon of water each day. Which brings me to my next point.

That beautiful beautiful water helped me drop 6 lbs.

"It's just water weight"

Well, negative Nancy, it's STILL weight.

So I am 265! Only one lb more than last week. I will take it. No complaints what-so-ever.

SW: 275

CW: 265

GW: 199

I changed my goal weight to 199. Just because my blog BFF, Jasmine @ Fleurty and Fit, Wrote a wonderful blog about 80's. She hit that 189 mark, get it? Well being a 90's baby, I want to do that. I think it's such a fun idea. Go check it out, HERE.

So, I now have 66 more lbs to go. It's gonna happen. 

However long it takes, it'll happen.

This week I am feeling so sluggish. I don't know what it is. I have a lot of emotions going through me. I am letting words of certain people affect me, when I shouldn't. I am letting a lot of hate build up. Which weighs me down tremendously. It's not so easy to walk away when you kinda... can't. All I can do is focus on our happiness. And do everything I can to keep us there. 

I have some ideas that I want to mess with. I think that will be my weekend. There are alot of things that I want to do. Most of it involving crafting.

Also, there is a big surprise coming. No one knows about. Except for like 2 people. Everyone will know on Friday.

Just have to keep reminding myself how far I've gone.

And on that note, I must bid you adieu.